I work so hard…
i work so hard to succeed…do my hardest in every aspect of my life…and ONE test messes it all up. Yeah I did not pass my Foundations of Reading MTEL, whatever. I know I am the best teacher…i know I can do all of the stuff this “test” is suppose to prove. I did not pass…that means I do not graduate on time…i should add SPED to my major…and graduate with my masters…damn. I feel horrible. I am usually so positive about everything…i just cannot find the positive in this situation…i have failed myself…i have failed those around me…
I cannot help but feel this way…i paid $130 to fail a test that would later keep me from graduating on time…i do not understand…
I cannot stop fighting…I cannot stop working…what happened happened and I need to roll with the punches… <3
love,
girl who will prove everyone wrong